elvis_is_my_bro

people are just plain nuts.

there has been a big "to do" lately because someone at work doesnt have the balls to tell people what they think of them to their faces, though that is what they claim. well i guess they got scared and deleted the page. thats too bad, i was waiting for the one about me. also whoever wrote that stuff apparently hadnt graduated the 5th grade. but i thought the grammatical and spelling mistakes were entertaining. and if they hate so many of the employess they should quit because they sound very unhappy.

anyhow, i found $8 today. i didnt have the desire to kill all of the customers today, just half. i still think people are stupid and sometimes wonder why forced sterilization isnt still around. but whatever. people should just go die.

i dont know, i guess thats all, i still hate the world i still hate you, but i suppose i cant change your stupidity or my lack of patience for that sort of thing. so ill continue to live my live and wonder why you were born.
hooray.

or something.

i dont know is this seems more rampant lately since it seems that there is no one cool left in the world, or if it has always been this way and i just chose not to notice. But seriously, why is it that a person can knowingly and purposely do somethign truly horrible and cannot or will not face the consequences of their own actions. they make excuses like my dad left when i was 10 or my mom yells at me alot or im trying to be a normal functioning unit of society after living in a repressive religious household. NO. no no no no no. these are not good excuses. and thats exactly what they are,...excuses.Sometimes people have family problems, i am learning this from personal experience, but i have yet to become a drug addict, fail out of school, or screw every boy in this town. I also dilike my job, but do what needs to be done, even when i dont want to be there. its called sucking it up. Like the aforementioned excuses, "i dont want to be here" seems to be uttered much more these days as a reason why people dont do work. well if people are going to be like that, "i dont want you here either". then when you arent "here" and you have no money and cant do everything you want or cant buy everything you want or cant pay your bills, maybe people will understand that sucking it up is conducive to a teamwork environment where many people have to work together. It keeps the hate, gossip, and backbiting levels way down and if you can believe sometimes even fosters encouragment and respect. who knew. and have i mentioned recently how much i dislike fake nice people, who are only nice to others in order to: have lots of "friends", get lots of stuff (for free), or to (in their mind) to be cool because their friends are so cool.

what a load of crap.

if you think i wrote this about someone, perhaps you feel the same way i do about whoever you think its about.

if you think this is about you, good. you must be feeling guilty. While it was not, in fact, about you,
maybe it should have been.

I am not the cause to all your problems. Dont blame me because you dont like me. But it really doesnt bother me if you are so unitelligent as to believe me to be the cause or your anger, the same way that people thought the world was flat. because i know its not true.

boo to people who are nice to people just so they can say they have lots of friends. pile of garbage.

i dont mind having few friends, in fact i prefer it that way. you think im weird because of this, i think you are needy, pathetic, and weak because you have so many.

i hate most people, so your chances aren't good.

song lyrics do not make you intellectual.

you cannot change who you are by changing the clothes you wear. you will always be a liar and a thief.

i like the city but loathe suburban sprawl. get your housing development out of my backyard.

i burned my hand and its all your fault.

i dont care about you or your pathetic life.

i am done.

everything just gets darker and darker

murder all rednecks and other idiots who should not breed. including high ranking officials

be mean all the time, somehow i just cant do it.

kill everyon that i dont like.

there were alot of other things that i no longer remember.



things have been crappy. my language is being stolen from me by those i hate most. my job is being mutated into this disgusting creature that i have no power to control.

yeah, totally awesome.

i hate high school kids.

i hate babysitting people who should know better.

i hate you.

double standards that is. especially when im on the crap end of them. they bother me in general, but even more when im the one thats getting screwed.

being happy is something that seems to be  happening less and less. people seem to be getting dumber, lamer, and more ridiculous.  work is becomnig lame, not because its busy but because of things that are happening there. parents are beign lame, but maybe they always were, maybe not. everyhting else is fine. well school is boring but when isnt it?


Courtney
anonymous posts do not make you cool or brave

hows that

so, i thought everything had been worked out. we even started talking again.

i dont know how other people got involved, i know i didnt do it. so i dont see how thats fair.

hypocracy seems to be the word of the day. yelling at me for it then doing it yourself, doesnt make you any better than you think i am. chew on that for a bit.

im also confused as to where the festering pool of hate came from. as long as you dont make things up about me or completely go off for no reason. i dont have a problem. but if you dont like me dont act nice to my face.

and i guess trying to actually be nice to people doesnt work either. yeah, i never knew that i hated so many people. and those arent even facts about me. apparently word on the street has it that i dont like you, and i am mean to everyone. (pretty sure thats not true though)

so continue you hate me, yes i read that i make you sick. and i now know that you hate me o so much. and guess what... it doesnt bother me. you can hate me for whatever reason, but make sure that its true and as long as its the truth you tell other people then i dont care. but the moment someone says somethign untrue in order to make problems then i do care. and thats when things get ugly.

i know the message will get passed along. and that was the idea.

my life continues to go along without you.

i'll be suprised if anyone even reads this entry.


people make me sad sometimes. when they cant understand whats going on ,whether its their fault or not. i know im not nice all the time.

and while reporters have a certain code to follow when reporting the news, i just hope that anyone who says anythign about me (whether good or bad) says it exactly the way they heard it,or makes sure that its true, so that something that started out as "allison bought some lottery tickets" doesnt turn into "allison totally won the lottery". because then people would be askin me for money that i totally wouldnt give them because i didnt win the lottery because i didint even buy lottery tickets.though it would be awesome. or something like "allison was laughing at dead baby jokes" doesnt turn into "allison is going to kill a baby, if she hasnt already". because no one needs all that.

im just sayin.

and while it may require some serious thinking or being inside my head to figure what im talking about, you will probably figure it out, you're smart.(not in a sarcastic tone)

i found that no matter how long ago you say something hurtful it can still come back to you.

dont always believe what other people are saying to you, they are probably lying. evn if you think they are your friends.

dont think you are smarter than everyone becuase obviously you are not. (when i say you i mean i )

dont trust anyone farther than you can throw them because they too will come back to you and cause problems.

peopple will say anything to keep from having trouble with the law, even if it means ratting out and makinig up stories about their friends.

um, i think that might be everything i have discovered since i last wrote, and even somethings i i found before my last entry.

all right have a fun time.

yes i know it shouild be anger. anyhow...

yes this will be a mostly angry entry.

no i dont care that this entry will be just like most of my other entries.


so here it is.

well i should say that serena this is not directed at you so not to worry.

if you are in a stupid situation, or have made bad decisions that keep coming back to you...STOP COMPLAINING IF YOURE NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!!!

you are the only person who can change the situation you are in, if you wait for someone to come along and change the situation for you, you will never get out.

here is another scenario. dont complain about something and whine how your life is so miserable and ask for advice or whatever it is you think you are asking for when you whine anout it, if when good advice is offered you choose not to heed any of it. what that means is...you dont want help you want the attention you problems allow you to have. you dont want to get better and if you dont want to get better, then dont complain to me, or anywhere i can hear you because i may just go off. and i think that if i did that would be bad. and you would hear alot of things you didnt want to.

to those of you who are trying to get better, good for you.

ok thats all.

goodday.

stupid people make me want to vomit.

stupid people shouldnt talk, but because they are stupid they do not realize this. they fill my brain with useless, annoying words and ideas and waste my time and my life because i could be thinking about something much more important than the colors of a pair of socks. or going over the same thing a thousand times. (customers) also when you repeat the same line but its about a bunch of different people the only person youre fooling is yourself.

i feel sorry for those people. no im not the smartest person in the world but im smart enough to not spiral out of control and do terrible things to myself or anyone else. so again i feel sorry for stupid peopel who cant see whats happening infront of them.

i think thats all i was going to complain about today.


todays entry was brought to you by the letter stupid.

so here you go.


the last entry is still true.
it makes me mad, and nervous at the same time...and then mad again. it makes me hate. more things than i care to describe.

i hate people. go figure.

i hate people who cant realize what they are even when it is thrown in their faces. and they get mad when it is. i hate ignorance. people are stupid. people dont think. people are ridiculous. people are sluts. people make me understand what homicidal rage is all about. people make me understand why someone would choose to blow someone up with a piece of mail. anger can be justified by so many things its not funny anymore. (that joke isnt funny anymore the smiths)

stupid soccer moms make me mad. SUV's ARE THE NEW MINIVANS!!!!! get that through your thick, never worked a day in your life, whiny, self-centered, trophy wife brains!!!! you and your kind are what make me hate my life. you take anything that was awesome, could be awesome, that was beautiful, could be beautiful, and you trash it. you make it vile and disgusting. you make it ugly and hateful. i hate you and everything you stand for you no work all spend pieces of crap.

whew, i feel better. but it needed to be said.

dont complain about gas prices when you drive a vehicle that gets less than 15 miles per gallon. if you were here right now i would spit on you. or punch you in the throat.

things are not all bad though. some people make me happy, you probably know what im talking about.

im getting a's so far in my class.

i wish i was done with school. i want to quit. i like writing though.

i cant make up my mind.

i am confused and dont know what im doing.

i am afraid because i am my previous statement.

ive never done this before.

i feel stupid when in fact i am not.




i cant think of anything else i want to say right now. so you are off the hook...for now.

i cant really say anything but i really dont want to get in trouble for something i didnt do.

dont ask me about it because i wont tell you.

i just needed type because i kinda feel sick.

i also dont like when people dont believe me and have ne reason not to.

its upsetting.

yeah, its true. i know i know. some of you may think "how did this happen?" and the answer is, "i dont know" it just did. it weird yes i know. but not to worry im not gonna start wearing dresses all the time and act retarded and stuff.


i got a new phone today, and no,...its not a banana phone. but its cool the pitures it takes are kinda grainy but thats cool, ive had the same phone for 4 1/2 years, i think i'll live.

whoa, i just realized my birthday is soon, like less than 2 weeks soon. crazy. totally snuck up on me. out of control

ok thats all have fun.

im not even sure what to say in this entry but i wanted to type one because i hadnt in a while and i also feel like i may explode. in a good way. if thats possible.

all i can really say at this point is that its weird and very difficult to describe. i am also very happy. i dont know that i have ever been so content at any part of my life, especially in the last,..well pretty much since i graduated high school. at least. i feel very complete. i know that i havent finished school yet and that i have to move back in with my parents, so maybe that feeling will change. but i know that i am extremely happy. did i mention that im typing this with a huge grin on my face. out of control. ok that all im gonna type because thats all i really have to say.

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

kinda creepy about how much was right jsut frmo the test. everyone should try it and see if it works.

out of control.

but obviously im not quite that smart.

now we are one in everlasting peace

we all let you choke...let you choke

we all let you choke... let you choke

we all let you choke...let you choke


because that is perhaps the greatest song ever written. so good.

tomorrow is my first day of school, at 815 in the freakin morning. boo to that. and i already had homework and class hasnt even started yet.

today was my first day of being promoted. it was weird not clocking in.

i hate bad attitudes.

boo to people who have bad attitudes.

yeah to boy who are hot.

ok, im done being a girl.

i can start a whole series. and it (clearly) wont be in order. but u  should have expected that from me.

people, are out of control. alcohol is bad. (in excessive amounts) not i did not drink and man am i glad. i did have a good time though. they the most frustrating and most entertaining thing on the face of the planet. and why is the difference so enormous between the 2 from person to person? i dont even know. last night there were 2 (among many) people that i was haging out with last night, one i liked a whole lot, the other i couldnt stand. why is that?

 paranoia seems to be a bit too rampant these days. no matter how many times you tell someone something they still freak out. and just like with this comment people might think it is about them, yet it isnt. or perhaps it isnt paranoia but an issue of trust maybe. im not sure. because you can tell someone something a thousand times and they still wont believe you. or trust that you are telling them the truth.

 i guess thats all i really needed to say that has anythign to do with the letter p. im sure ill think of other words later that all begin with the same letter that i can write an entry about.
 

so, let me start by saying stupid people shouldnt breed. but wait they're stupid and dont think before they do. and i have to put this in here because i thought it was about as true as anything can be,... we are going to breed ourselves into extinction.
          i would also like to apologize for unjustly making people feel stupid, with no seeming intention. i know i dont like being made to feel stupid if i dont deserve it. so for that im sorry. though i do not apologize for every time i have made someone feel stupid. sometimes people need to be made to feel stupid to understand the stupidity of what they are going to do or have done. because sometimes just saying, thats not a good idea, isnt good enough. because, who knows why. they either dont care or are too stupid to realize that yeah, someone other than themselves is right.

        let me also list some other things i hate (besides liars)
  
               children
               people who act like children (who are not in fact children)
               drama queens
               pretentious people
               hypocrites
               rednecks/hoosiers/white trash
               people who are extra dumb
               fakers


    o, one last thing,...i tried, but some people were too preoccupied (and i wont say with what) to notice or care so dont anyone tell me that its my fault. dont blame me for someone else's problem.